June...

Well, June has gotten away from me. We have been enjoying summer. The boys are loving getting to play all day together. It's been so hot though that I don't have them outside for too long. My last post is a video we put together for our Dad's for Father's Day. It is get to see the different personalities each of the boys have, and how much they look like Corey.

We have about 1 month left of summer, well before school starts anyway, and then we will have 2 boys in school. We have done some school work a few times this summer but we are not consistent. I don't want Kobie to forget what he has learned and I want Cole to be ready. I think Cole is getting a little nervous for it to start. We were talking about it the other day, just He and I, and he started to cry saying he didn't want to leave me. That broke me heart but I told him that I would be here when he leaves in the morning and when he gets home too. That made him feel better.

We are all doing great here. I am just trying to figure out a good balance and schedule for me, so I can fit in what I want and need to do while still having enough energy. So some days a workout gets fit in and others (when I work) it doesn't and that is okay. I think we as women think we have to be perfect and do everything and without help. It has taken some time but I am starting to be okay with not doing everything I want to do. The boys will only be little once and I want to enjoy this time I have with them, so if not working out means I play a game with them or watch a movie with them, that is okay. Whoa, sorry about the rant. I have in the last little while have tried to really be chill and relaxed with them and the out come has been amazing for me. It has made me realize how truly grateful I am for these 3 little men.